Never lose hope

 Is there anyone without problem in this world? I doubt there is one. Problems come to make sure we're living. What is this live without something to conquer. Imagine days sleeping on your couch, having your meal served, books/dvds are close.... you won't need anything to do. Will you be happy? 

I'm not. I can't even have a week's vacation. Even though I love home, I can't stay more that 3 days. It's suffocated.

 So, back to problems. I hear it every step I take. I feel it in the air. I know my colleagues are suffering due to our new renumeration system. Wives, husbands, singles are screaming for the lack of income. On top of their frustration, the bosses are traveling all over the world. It hurts. 

What? Me? Well, I'm not sure if I can hang on for the next month. But, this month is probably OK.  Still, I'm not sure that yelling my problem would make the problem disappear. It's like a lame person trying to mend his broken heart by drinking a lot. Yes, it helps him forget for a while. As soon as he comes to his consciousness again, the problem is still there.

However, no matter how hard it is, there'll always be a way. I can't see it clear now. I bet most of my colleagues can't either, but it's definitely there. No matter how small the chance is. Just never give up. I feel like we should learn from my chili plant. Until last week, the stem was already darken. It looked like losing its power so deep. I'm ready to let it go, but I saw new flower this morning and it's like a new hope after the storm. For such a weak body, it manages to start a new. I hope we can be like that too.