I talk a lot

Cancer: Doesn’t really have things to say, but still talk anyway

Read it on tumblr days ago and I completely agree. I think I talk so much today. I mean, I always talk a lot, but I usually hold myself from saying private things to my friends. I avoid speaking up my troubles, because I thought they also have things to worry. So, it’s better to keep their burden light. They don’t need more problems.

But, today, I went out with my mother and I kept the conversation flowing with me haveing 90% of the talk. hahaha. And I don’t regret anything I said. Isn’t it nice to open up to someone (even though I don’t say EVERYTHING to her) and feels like you’ve flushed dirt in your head? hahaha. It feels great.

I think the only one you can be open 100% is with someone you trust. The one who won’t think bad of you whatever blunder you did.

On the other hand, I'd love people I care about to speak up their first thought. They won't have to be guarded and scare. Whatever evilness inside them, I can understand. You know the person means a lot when you always find positive attribution out of their actions. When you can keep smiling after their blunders. When you stay by their sides even after horrible things they did.