I'm still looking for curtains! It sounds like lame excuse, actually. Just to keep people from visiting. I don't even understand what took me forever to pick the right fabric to use. Sorry. I did saw a potencial curtain maker in Thamrin City yesterday and now I really need to get exact size of my windows. 


All this home suply shopping is really exhausting. It's fun, just like my cousins said, but it's tiresome, especially when you have to think of everything. Thinking about this reminds me my younger day when living with my parents. Although I bought something for the house, I never took full responsibility of the house. Buying a stuff is not the same as filling the house. I don't feel responsibility to call the woodman and ask him to make us kitchen set. No. I never did that. The ruler of the house is my mom and she will always be. 

It's similar feeling with taking care of your nephew, or in my case : cousin *I have no nephew/niece yet*. I'd love tickling the cute babies, hanging out with them, taking them eating somewhere, but I don't take responsibility of them in full. When they start to cry and I think I can't handle it, I just deliver them to their mothers. Can you feel it? They're not mine. I love them, but I won't be there for everything.