Don't you have something exciting in your life?

Another friend shut me down today and I'm pretty sure I won't be able to talk much to her. I can't stand people whom I can't be myself when I'm being with them. She criticizes me when I'm so excited talking about small things in fandom which she barely informed. It's really rude for her because she keeps asking me fandom stuffs, but says I'm overreacting. Okay, I won't share anything to you anymore. I'll cut our conversation back to beginning when we're just having lips service. You're out! Go back to your village.
 

What's wrong with being excited anyway? I don't show my excited side to everyone. She clearly fails to see how much I like her. But, I'm done liking people who can't accept me. There are 7 billion people in the world and each has their own life style. It's normal that we're clashing with others. 

I just think that this would be a boring life if you have nothing to be excited about. You only live once, after all. Love with all your might. Well, it's probably because I'm showered with love for all my life. My parents only have me and my twin brother, so we're the center of everything. It taught me that it feels great to be loved and to love so much. I don't have to share my parents with any sibling (twin practically have the same treatment, so barely no jealousy in our small family). I don't have to fight for my parents love. It's there and it gives me strength.

I'm sorry that this life is not exciting enough for you.

I'm sorry that you have lousy job, 

I'm sorry that you're mediocre fan who keeps asking link to other senpai

you suck! so fix it!